Down the Rabbit Hole: Curious Adventures and Cautionary Tales of a Former Playboy Bunny - Holly Madison
  Holly Madison, former girlfriend of Hugh Hefner in the hit reality show The Girls Next Door describes how her years inside the Playboy Mansion went from a fairytale of A-list celebrity parties to an oppressive regime of strict rules, scheduled sex, and a total loss of identity, so much so that she even contemplated suicide. Holly then turned her life around by becoming the Peep Show star, mother, wife and author.

Meow! The claws are out in this tell-all book about the Playboy Mansion and it's inhabitants. I listened to the audio-book that Holly Madison voiced and it was AMAZING! Holly dished the dirt! Whew! It was juicy! This is one of the best celebrity memoirs I've read in a long time.